yes, i think..
this time, i really need them. ^^ sleeping pills
something's wrong.. way too WRONG. WRONG :(
mayb it's the habit i had for the past few weeks.
staying up late all night(no, its till the early morning in exact),
sleeping in till evening and cycle . period.
that was life, THEN.
10-14hours of sleep a day.
people been pestering me, bugging all day.
telling me my biological clock in me is wrong wrong wrong.
and then few days back, i thought i was at the verge of
recovering and today... GRAVE ONE.
its 7.20am now, and i am not bloody yet asleep :(
maybe becaus im hungry that's why i cant go to bed.
but Chuk always say its not good to eat before sleeping.
maybe there's something he forgot about...
that i cannot sleep when im HUNGRY !
dead, dead, dead..
im starting work in 3 days time..
at this rate, bu ke yi laaa :(
even my momma cannot help me.
FCUK ! of all people.
and worst, i haven't been feeling well lately.
somebody hug me and tell me i'm alright.
i'm scared, very very scared. who am i to tell to?
my _____ is not ______
