hey loverboy, i dont know if you'll ever see this.
tonight, is another night without you.
funny, how 20 odd hours without you felt like so long.
i want you so much, just like how much i wanted you
8 months ago.. and i cannot have enough of you.
last night, was just another day in paradise.
being able to sleep next to you, to hug you, kiss you,
feel you, talk to you, play with you.
all the heart to heart talks, on and on.
you said, i was different from all the other girls out there;
caus i had you. yes baby, i have you.
and we're one very loving couple(:
but tonight, i felt that emptiness when i walked along
the road myself.
getting fags dont feel the same anymore, not when its
without you. i started tearing.
i dont know why. but i need you more than ever.
i love you hubby, more than i ever did.
and thank you for all that you've done.
especially in the recent months, you've been great.
i just want you to know,i love you.
and im different from all the other girls who tells you
that you're handsome. caus you know i never said so..
and i know you must be very very glad, when i told you
that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.
it's the first after all these months. and i mean it.