i haven't felt like this for a long time.
the thought of isolation, plays in my mind.
not because i wanted to, because i think i ought to.
till this point of time, even talking seems to be using
so much of my energy.
maybe because i was traumatised, maybe because
i let all this trivial things get to me so easily.
i wonder, if anyone ever stop thinking?
caus i never did, even when its time for bed.
i dont need everyone to know what im going thru,
i just need someone to know that im trying hard.