"shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars"
had a long heart to heart talk with my boy, just now.
my heart itch, i long to go back to where i was.
i left unfinished, i'd disappointed my previous boss.
i dont know if i can do this, i dont know if im up for it.
but i know i want to do this, and give my best.
it's different, totally different from the retail line.
i dont want to go to work, and have people expecting
you to do what you ought to do and a routine all over again.
when i started this, everyone had high hopes in me.
but i let them down.
look at me now, i've nothing. and if i dont get this,
im wasting my life away.