reminiscing the past, make me realise..
what i've got then and there.
for a long time, he was all that i have.
from packing my bag for work to doing my
groceries shopping to cleaning up the place to patting me
to sleep. all this simple things that i've failed to appreciate so
much. and now that i've got to do without all this,
and have it done myself. it feels so terrible.
some nights, when i just cannot go to sleep...
i've got to sit down and cry and realise.
now that it's over .
everything wont be the same anymore:(
no matter how much they say, we know
how big a difference it has made.
it is, for me.